NicoighInyeshaSake

I finally logged back in. I'm now in a better place and am happy with where I am after my breakup almost three years ago. However I'm now realizing that I made a major mistake years ago. When I was in 8th grade I met a wonderful girl who I consider my first friend. Unfortunately due to many actions of my own design I drove her off. I wish I could contact her but i have been blocked on her account and i no longer have her number after all these years. If I could I would let her know that I know I've messed up. If I could I would apologize to Mikenrikukohaku for everything I did. Alas, I don't know how to accomplish this. Maybe someone will tak

The wonderful girl I wrote about in my last journal entry has now impaled my heart. Over four months ago, She called me, crying, to tell me that her heart no longer yearned for me. Another had claimed my loves attention, and I was left in the dust, holding shattered memories. I feel that I have gotten over her, but then the memories attack, prying into my soul, forcing me to see what I had lost, touch that which was no longer mine. I have found another that I feel I could spend time with, but I do not know if it is fair to be with her, when my soul crys for another. Can anybody help me to free my troubled soul?

YES! I have a reason to exist! Ok, first off, i love the outdoors. So I go to a camp every year devoted expressly to the outdoors. While I'm there, I meet the most wonderful girl. We've been dating for over two weeks now, and I am soo happy. Unfortunately, I can't spend alot of time with her right now cause i'm stuck in Summer School. Grr. Anywho's, I LOVE YOU DAWN!!!